Alice Morris

[Alice Morris]

It looks like fall's here

I've been thinking, and I realised that one of the reasons why I didn't want school to come, why I didn't want summer to end in the first place, it is because deep down I knew that when the summer vacation will end, he won't be here anymore, not in my highschool, not in the city, he'll be gone! I knew it will be like that, since he told me this summer, and all the hopes I had for this year were gone in a moment, all my hopes crashed. I know that I'll miss my old classroom, that I'll miss meeting him on the hall, on the stairs, around the school, in the place for smokers, where I was going not to hang out, but hoping I was going to meet him, and I usually did, I remember when I talked to him there, I remember every little thing, every single word, because then it meant the world for me. And I was hoping that over the summer, and during the school year we'll get closer, we'll become friends, but now he's not here anymore. I tried to get used with the idea, and I did, I tried to get him off my mind, and I did, but now that a new year of highschool is here, and he's not, it's not easy for me to let go, just like that. If hope dies last, than something in me died

before all hope was gone.