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**Alice Morris** · 24 Jun 2011, 15:16

It's been a year :X

24 Mai :X O data banala pentru altii, foarte speciala pentru mine :X E ziua in care prietenia noastra a inceput. Desi, din aprilie, cand am venit eu pe forum, si pana acum un an vorbeam pe mess doar despre forum, si pe forum chestii banale, Bell, cum o stiam atunci, imi facuse o impresie buna, si m'a facut sa am incredere in ea, chiar daca abia ne cunosteam. Si de asta nu am avut nicio retinere sa'i spun probleme mele, si surprinzator, nici ea pe ale ei. Si de atunci am tot continuat sa vorbim. Vorbeam pe mess, pana intr'o seara, era noapte ce'i drept, cand am facut schimb de numerele de telefon. Si imi amintesc seara in care vorbeam pe mess, eu la comp, ea pe telefon, si se face miezul noptii si ea dodata "La multi ani!" si eu "Chiar e ziua lu' tata azi" :)) Si tot de ziua tatalui meu am si sunat'o pentru prima oara :> De pe telefonul soramii ca eu n'aveam minute pe atunci =)) Si tin minte si acum felul in care a zis "Nunima mea prin telefon si internet!" :X Am stat la telefon o ora si 14 minute, nu o ora si un sfert [-( si am vorbit despre tot si toate, ea cu accentul ei moldovenesc adorabil, eu cu vorbitul meu care nu are accent, dar e diferit fata de cum vorbeste ea =)) Cam toata vacanta de vara, ce a ramas din ea, am vorbit prin mesaje, la telefon, imi amintesc si cum am vorbit prima oara pana dupa miezul noptii, cand mi s'a inchis mie telefonul, m'a sunat pe telefonul Manuelei, a pierdut semnalul dupa 3 minute, iar apoi am sunat'o eu =)) Cand mi'a zis sa merg la culcare si i'am spus pentru prima oara "da mami!" :X Cand am inceput liceul eram amandoua stresate, ne'am urat succes una alteia in prima zi, apoi vorbeam in fiecare dimineata celp putin cateva minute, pana se suna de intrare sau pana veneau profii, profele. Am consumat mii de mesaje in ore, si in afara lor, am stat la telefon privind amandoua luna plina pe geam, oftand la gandul ca suntem in orase diferite. I'am cantat la chitara prin telefon, nu trecea zi fara o perla de la una din noi :)) Ne'am scris scrisori, i'am dat o pereche de cercei cadou de ziua ei, mi'a dat un pantativ cu delfin de 1Martie, mi'a trimis o acadea ca sa'si plateasca vechea datorie :X :))Si cate altele. Si a fost doar un an, dar stim amandoua ca vor urma mai multi.
Sandra, stiu ca citesti asta, si stii ca te iubesc pentru toate datile cand mi'ai fost alaturi, cand mi'ai dat sfaturi, cand m'ai linistit si mi'ai spus ca totul va fi bine, iti multumesc pentru ca ai apelat la mine cand simteai nevoia, si ca m'ai lasat sa'ti fiu prietena >:d< Imi esti ca o sora, si stii asta <3 Inca o data, multumesc, si te iubesc.

Semnat Geogra/G/Pui/Veverita/Al/etc :))

**Bell Evans** · 25 Jun 2011, 12:08

Si eu te iubesc > Happywide

< Mult de tot > Happywide

< Si mi'au dat lacrimile cand am citit tot ce ai scris aici Love

Nu stiu ce m'as face fara tine; esti o parte din viata mea - una din cele mai bune > Happywide

< Mersi..pentru tot. Pentru toate momentele in care aveam nevoie de cineva care sa nu fie implicat, care sa fie de partea mea, care sa ma ajute sau doar sa ma asculte. Nu iti inchipui cata nevoie am de tine cateodata, chiar daca am doua fiinte minunate langa mine. E sentimentul ala sa mai spui cuiva, cuiva care sa fie acolo pentru tine. Si s'a facut un an; nu pot sa cred ce repede a trecut timpul. Parca mai usor. Love you > Happywide

< forever > Happywide

<

**Alice Morris** · (This post was last modified: 31 Aug 2011, 21:50 by Alice Morris.)

Summer's Gone

Si a trecut si vara asta. Si ultimul post de la jurnalul meu e tot al Sandrei. Parca s'a terminat mult mai repede decat as fi vrut, si am lasat zilele sa treaca pur si simplu. Nu am realizat multe lucruri din cele pe care mi le'as fi dorit, dar pot spune cu mana pe inima ca m'am distrat. Am petrecut mult timp pe faleza, la foisor, la mai toate evenimentele care m'au atras. Mi'a parut rau ca am pierdut "Walk it out" care din ce am citit, vazut, a fost super, dar in schimb am petrecut o saptamana la tara, unde m'am distrat ca de obicei. Si de Gradina publica m'am plictisit, din cauza festivalului de film, unde am mers de miercuri, pana duminica si m'am uitat la filme, care tineau pana pe la 11-12 noaptea. Dar a fost tare, mai ales ca in ultima seara a festivalului am mers cu familia si am stat la cele doua filme pana la 1 noaptea. Genial, ca de obicei :X Plus toate plimbarile din gradina, si mersul cu David, workshop'ul de c'walk, plimbarile de pe faleza, concertul Stillborn de la foisor, la care am stat doar cat au cantat 3 melodii =)) Cele patru zile petrecute la tara cu tata si Manu, de la sfarsitul lunii iunie, toate au fost minunate :X Timpul petrecut in oras cu prietenii de ieseala, si inca cate si mai cate. Mi'am cumparat intr'un final chitara acustica, si am petrecut cam doua saptamani acordand'o si dezacordand'o, ca sa sune bine, si acum in sfarsit imi place, si m'am obisnuit deja sa cant la ea :X Si o ador pur si simplu. Si pe parcursul verii am exersat mult si c'walk'ul, ca sa ma pricep din ce in ce mai bine, si exersez miscari de dans, ascult muzica buna de dansat, si ma gandesc intr'una [pe langa altele. Stie Sandra =)) >:d<] la coregrafii pentru ca mi'a intrat clar in cap sa merg la Cupa liceelor la streetdance :X Iar azi, in ultima zi de vara, dupa ce m'am rugat de mama doua zile, am mers iarasi in Gradina Publica, la Marea stropealaaaaa :X A fost genial, desi m'am ales cu vanatai [ mda, sunt oameni tampiti care te imping cu capul in apa =))] dar m'am intalnit cu cativa oameni, si apoi am mers pe teren sa ma usuc, si mi'am schimbat si tricoul care era fleasca cu un maiou =)) Ma intalnesc des cu Ioana [ Jessica pe forum] care e o scumpa, si ii place sa imbratiseze la fel de mult ca mie, si mereu ne imbratisam cand ne intalnim :))
La urma urmei, a fost o vara frumoasa, din fericire vacanta inca nu s'a terminat si inca am timp sa fac o parte din lucrurile care mi le'am propus. Dar acum ca incepe toamna, se apropie...ei bine, pe langa scoala, vremea urata, si se termina libertatea de a face tot ce vrei in timpul vacantei, sa dormi pana'n pranz si sa stai treaza pana tarziu. Odata cu vara, se termina stilul asta nebun de viata pe care eu il ador, si incepe monotonia, dar anul asta vreau sa ma desprind de ea.

Ode to summer! Peace :)>-

**Alice Morris** · 07 Sep 2011, 16:23

What Harry Potter has taught me - 1997-2011

Harry Potter taught me that some things are worth dying for.
Ron Weasley taught me that believing in yourself is a hundred times more powerful than luck.
Hermione Granger taught me that an education is a girl’s best asset, even if it doesn’t make you many friends.
Severus Snape taught me to never, ever, ever judge someone.
Rubeus Hagrid taught me that anything can be cute with the right perspective.
Ginny Weasley taught me that bold is beautiful.
Lily Potter taught me that a mother’s love is the strongest force on earth.
Remus Lupin taught me that fear is the only thing I should be afraid of.
Dolores Umbridge taught me that education with a political agenda is a terrible, terrible thing.
Sirius Black taught me that the ones we love never truly leave us.
Albus Dumbledore taught me that good people are not always good.
Draco Malfoy taught me that bad people are not always bad.
Neville Longbottom taught me that courage is standing up for what’s right, even when you’re scared out of your mind.
Luna Lovegood taught me that weird is wonderful.
Dobby taught me that freedom is a gift.
Lucius Malfoy taught me that no amount of money, pomp, or circumstance will buy you true friends.
Fred & George Weasley taught me that sometimes all you need is a good laugh.
The Dursleys taught me that a world without imagination is a dull and dreary place.
Arthur Weasley taught me that a good sense of curiosity and a bit of obsession can be healthy.
Fleur Delacour taught me that true love is not based on appearance.
Molly Weasley taught me that a happy family is not measured in gold.
Bellatrix Lestrange taught me that hatred and prejudice rot your mind and can turn even the most beautiful person into a monster.
Kreacher taught me that if you want to get to know a man, look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.
Cho Chang taught me that rebound relationships almost never work.
Nymphadora Tonks taught me to love myself, no matter what I look like.
Percy Weasley taught me that, in the end, no career is worth sacrificing your family.
Sybill Trelawney taught me that you cannot change the past, only the future.
Lavender Brown taught me that physical relationships only last for so long.
Peter Pettigrew taught me that rats do not make good friends.
Nicholas Flamel taught me that to the well-prepared mind, death is but the next great adventure.
Minerva McGonagall taught me that a good cause is worth fighting for at any age.
Hedwig taught me that the love we have for our pets is very real.
Lord Voldemort taught me that a life without love is barely living.
J. K. Rowling taught me that the stories we love will always be with us.

Until the very end.

**Alice Morris** · (This post was last modified: 23 Nov 2011, 17:48 by Alice Morris.)

It looks like fall's here
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I've been thinking, and I realised that one of the reasons why I didn't want school to come, why I didn't want summer to end in the first place, it is because deep down I knew that when the summer vacation will end, he won't be here anymore, not in my highschool, not in the city, he'll be gone! I knew it will be like that, since he told me this summer, and all the hopes I had for this year were gone in a moment, all my hopes crashed. I know that I'll miss my old classroom, that I'll miss meeting him on the hall, on the stairs, around the school, in the place for smokers, where I was going not to hang out, but hoping I was going to meet him, and I usually did, I remember when I talked to him there, I remember every little thing, every single word, because then it meant the world for me. And I was hoping that over the summer, and during the school year we'll get closer, we'll become friends, but now he's not here anymore. I tried to get used with the idea, and I did, I tried to get him off my mind, and I did, but now that a new year of highschool is here, and he's not, it's not easy for me to let go, just like that. If hope dies last, than something in me died

before all hope was gone.

**Alice Morris** · (This post was last modified: 01 Dec 2011, 23:51 by Alice Morris.)

Dear diary,
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I didn't write here in a long long time, but you're always here when I don't know, or I don't have where to go. I feel just...strange. I feel like listening music, just so I can find a meaning in every line, just to cause myself more pain. I ask myself why do I do that? It hurts to listen certain songs, I discovered now that there are songs that still leave o hole in my chest, and, even though it hurts, I still listen to them, I think again of things that hurt me, when I shouldn't. But that's who I am, and that is not going to change. I hate this thing about myself, but I can't stop. I cause myself more pain, I open the wounds, I won't let the scars heal. But it's a part of me. It's what makes me who I am, knowing what I lived before, and how hurt I was, but keeping it in the present, not being able to let go. And I know I should. I try my hardest to let go, but sometimes, there are days like this one, when I bring back everything, and my brain works against me, filling my mind with dark thoughts, and all this kind of stuff.

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