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[Judith Cuddlylove]

Dear Santa,



It`s December again, snow is falling down. One more year`s come and gone and my life has changed more that I could ever imagine, as it happenes every year… I`ve plenty of stuffs to tell you so take a cup of hot tea and sit down.
First of all, I have to thank you, because in the last letter I wrote you, I asked you to send me an angel, and you did. It`s weird that you`ve sent him to me through TOP. It`s probably the weirdest thing that happened to me this year .It was a cold December night, I was staring at my screen and waiting for something to happen. Back then, I wanted to quit TOP because school was overloading my program.
And it happened. A cute cleric from my guild PM`ed me saying *Hi*. After 5 mins of talking we met at Argent fountain. Yeah, that place will be stuck in my head forever. We went to kill Aries and other mobs on Cupid isle then we changed MSN ID`s.
I don`t know how but I fell in love with him in less than a week. And surprise! He did the same. We`re still in love with eachother and everything is going great. I won`t tell you no more because there are plenty of stuffs I`ve to tell you, and I have to be short to make sure I don`t miss a thing.
Second of all,I will tell you about the summer. Oh Santa, it was the greatest summer in my life. It started with the Aerosmith concert in Bucharest. There I went with my best friend forever, Ana. I`ll post a pic of us and a link with a live video from there. It was so great listening to my favourite band while holding my best friend`s hand...Wow it would take too long to talk about my feelings back then...
Well Santa, here comes the hardest part of all this. On 7th july 2010, I got the worst news ever. My daddy, which used to live far away because my parents broke up when I was little, passed away. I was so shocked. I still can`t understand how that strong man could just go away, in two seconds, after having a really nice dinner with his wife [brain attack followed by heart attack]. I denied it, I still do. First thing I did when I heard the news, just that night, I cut my hair. It was an impulsive move which I still regret. I`ll tell you why I did it. When I was young, before my parents broke apart, everytime when daddy was leaving to work, he used to say * Act nice else I`ll have to cut your beautiful hair to punish you*, when I heard he passed away, that was one of first toughts that came into my mind, and then it came the guilt of bad things I`ve done. So I needed to punish myself for that, just like daddy would do.
As I mentioned in previous letter, I have few friends that sing in a band. And this summer they had few concerts in different clubs and places in and around our town. I will post a pic which shows the atmosphere at their concerts and a link with them singing. Through them I met Diana which easily became one of my best friends. She`s cute and makes me laugh a lot. I dragged her into TOP world aswell. She`s a level 75 sharpshooter right now.
October has come. It was the most depressing month this year. My friends went all to different universities, leaving me alone. I cried a lot because of this. I still miss Lucian annoying me with his stupid jokes, and Alin ignoring me everytime I want to say something unimportant that matters to me. I miss watching A_3 [the band], rehersing their songs, and after every rehersal us going at some random place, drinking soda or beer, smoking and talking about stuff that none will remember the next day.
But we are still friends, and summer will come again. So all I have to do is wait.
In the end I want to thank you because you listened to my prayer and made mathematics teacher stay. Yep Santa, he didn`t leave, even though me and my classmates are not doing so well at his class. We are just a bunch of noobs that need him to teach us not only mathematics, but teach us life lessons. He taught us to smile even in difficult moments, taught us to be more self confident and that nothing in this life is for free. We need to work hard to get to the point we want to.
About the next year…Well Santa, this part is pointless since I really don`t know where life will get me. But I wanna keep my little angel and friends close to me, no matter what`s next. And as any other highschool kid I want my average to be high so I can go to whichever university I want to, but well that all depends on me, and right now I`m doing a great job about this.
PS: I joined all by myself in a programme which takes care of brain-damaged kids. Tomorrow I`ll be visiting it and take some pics to prove you. I hate talking about me doing good stuffs, I think it`s boring...None ever laughs when it`s about good stuffs and I don`t feel more apreciated at all, but it will give me some extra points for Christmas present so worths.


Yours little naughty girl,
Tina.


E defapt un concurs de literatura pe clasa, ne-a pus profa sa-i scriem mosului ce-am facut. Pozele trebuiesc scanate, le pun mai tarziu cred.