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/ Perfect betrayal

Don't understand me wrong. True, I took him from you. But not because I love him. Because I love you, I love you and I can't do anything about it. I want only you for myself. And now, now you hate me.
You and me, here, together, with each other and on each other and in each other—I can feel you in my veins in the very beating of my heart, in my blood and my brain and my skin. I can feel you under my skin and I've snapped. Kennya I love you. You are my everything.

I never thought love could be the world and the stars and each drop of rain and ray of light, each gust of wind or flicker of flame, and I never thought love could be so sweet, so painfully sweet, but also filled with hatred.
I'm crying out your name as if it were a prayer, as if it would save me from damnation. And I didn't know betrayal felt so right and so goddamned amazingly perfect.

And I'm ruining us; it's over—nothing will be the same after this, and I don't know what it means, what we'll say in the aftermath, when we wake up in the morning. And I don't know how much you'll regret it; hopefully you don't regret it, because I'll never regret it. And I know that this is a mistake, that we're a mistake, and I'm the mistake that made this mistake and I can't stop thrashing my head.
Just because I love you. And you... You hate me. I took everything from you, just for the sake of you being mine. Kennya, how do you feel about me?

And you're calling my name, and you're panting, and your brow is creased, and your skin is glowing with the sheen of sweat only because of your energetic actions to keep me close to you. And I'm burning, my ears are ringing and burning and there's a buzzing in my brain and I can't see. I hold on to you because I can't feel. It's so intense my atoms are splitting and I'm seconds away from losing it all; consciousness, sanity, my ability to breathe. And I'm gasping as I feel the life being sucked away from me. And within an instant it implodes, and all comes rushing back and jump-starts my heart and you're pounding in my head.

I have no idea why you're crying, but you're whispering my name over and over.
And I'm not sure what we've done and I don't know how to correct it but I'm sure I don't care because I can't stop holding you close so much like it's death, and I'd do anything for you. And I know I'm responsible and if the Death Eaters will falls apart I'll make sure they blame me, not you, never you.

Now I understand. I was so confused and I didn't saw the truth. I didn't love that man. I was jealous on him. Because you were my best friend. The only one who could understand even my deepest emotions.

And it hurts me to hear you say you've been hurting as much as I have, but you're so pure and selfless and I'm the one that's responsible. I'm the one that sacrificed us, and you're so selfless because everyone, in your eyes, is so much more important than you are.

But you're blind. You're so very blind, because in the aftermath of our frustrated friendship, of our relationship heavy tension, of our draining dreams, you fail to realize you are the most important person in the world for me. I'd do anything for you, live for you, and I'll show you that there's no one else I ever want to be with,to follow more than you. And I'll be yours forever if you promise that you'll always be mine, and I know the others won't be happy but you're my perfect betrayal and I just don't care.

Because friends are meant to be forever!


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