Bella Emily Rose
26 Sep 2010, 10:23
Post: #181
Draga jurnalule ,

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Viata mea s'a schimbat radical zilele astea . Am trecut prin toate starile posibile . De la agonie , la extaz si invers . Am simtit chiar si gelozie , desi credeam ca nu e posibil .
Si intr'un final , cred ca sunt bine . Ieri a fost o zi plina de surprize.
M'am bucurat enorm pentru ca am reusit sa zambesc si sa fiu fericita in final . Am stat fata in fata, ne'am atins , chiar ne'am si imbratisat . Deci banuiesc ca lucrurile incep sa se regleze de la sine . Nu am de gand sa fac nimic . Timpul le rezolva pe toate .

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under the sun rising in the east, but the west wind sings for me.


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26 Sep 2010, 10:25
Post: #182
Broken

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I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, away
I keep your photograph
And i know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And i don't feel right when you're gone away


You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore


The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


'Cause I'm Broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away


'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away


'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away


You've gone away
You don't feel me anymore

- Bella Emily Rose -

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under the sun rising in the east, but the west wind sings for me.


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26 Sep 2010, 12:33
Post: #183
Draga jurnalule ,

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Deja ziua de astazi a inceput bine . M'am intalnit cu niste prieteni si sincer ma bucur ca i'am revazut inainte ca ei sa plece la Bacau . O sa imi lipseasca astazi . Sper ca lucrurile sa mearga bine azi . Poate chiar mai bine decat ieri .
Si oricum . chiar daca va ploua , nu am de gand sa stau in casa . Sunt obisnuita sa alerg prin ploaie .
Am inceput sa reascult o melodie , care imi place mult . Ma face sa ma gandesc fara sa vreau la el . E pur si simplu , inevitabil .

~ Heartbeat ~

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28 Sep 2010, 11:17
Post: #184
Draga jurnalule ,

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A trecut ceva timp , de cand nu am scris . Poate nu chiar atat de mult , dar asa simt .
Abia asteptam sa tastez din nou .
Si da . inca sunt confuza , dar o mare parte din ganduri au fost puse in ordine , si asta ma ajuta mult .
Nu stiu ce m'as fi facut fara Isabella . [ Tuta ]
Pentru ca ea e mereu aici pentru mine.
Mereu ma ajuta , si ma sustine , indiferent de deciziile mele .
Si ar mai fi ceva . Poate nu merit sa fiu fericita acum , pentru ca fericirea mea , inseamna sa ranesc doua persoane la care tin enorm . Defapt , chiar trei .
Dar o data ce am primit o a doua sansa , banuiesc ca nu imi ramane decat sa o accept .


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28 Sep 2010, 12:47
Post: #185
Draga jurnalule ,

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Poate pur si simplu , mie nu imi este sortit sa fiu fericita .
Suna banal , dar am senzatia ca asa e .
Intr'o secunda , totul se poate ruina .
Si e asa de . aiurea .
Habar nu am ce sa fac . Sa fiu eu fericita si sa ii ranesc pe altii , sau sa ma ranesc pe mine si sa'i vad pe ei zambind ?
E atat de greu .
M'am saturat . As vrea sa nu mai exist .
E prea complicat . De ce naiba trebuie sa fie asa ?
Ma simt confuza . Nu sunt in stare de nimic . O sa las timpul sa treaca si poate asa se vor vindeca toate ranile .
Amintirile vor disparea treptat , iar eu voi ramane doar o stanca .


...What is Love...

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29 Sep 2010, 10:40
Post: #186
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under the sun rising in the east, but the west wind sings for me.


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29 Sep 2010, 11:58
Post: #187
Draga jurnalule ,

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Mi'am dat seama ca inca ma hranesc cu vise si cu amintiri . Indiferent cat timp va trece , eu voi continua sa traiesc in trecut .
Asta e concluzia la care am ajuns , dupa ce am fost confuza timp de doua saptamani .
Probabil ca nu pot face nimic ca sa schimb asta . Nu vreau sa le rapesc fericirea altora , doar ca eu sa pot zambi . Nu sunt in stare sa fac asta , oricat de .. egoista as fi .
Probabil ca in incercarile mele jalnice de a trai in trecut , am inceput sa ma refugiez in carti . Asta e singurul mod prin care pot sa ma relaxez , dar nici macar in lumea mea nu e totul perfect .
Am dat astazi de un citat , pur si simplu din greseala . E din cartea " Dear John " de Nicholas Sparks .
Si pur si simplu . ma face sa ma gandesc la atat de multe lucruri , chiar daca sunt doar niste simple cuvinte .

" No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then. "

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29 Sep 2010, 19:25
Post: #188
Draga jurnalule ,

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Desi totul a fost bine astazi la scoala , inima mi se rupe in bucati . Cel mai bun prieten al meu se muta din clasa . E aiurea , pentru ca e clasa a opta si am petrecut foarte mult timp cu el . O sa imi lipseasca enorm . El era cel mai amuzant si cel mai de treaba , dintre baietii din clasa .
Sunt sigura ca probabil o sa fie ciudat fara el , dar nu am de ales . Trebuie sa merg mai departe .
In afara de asta , cred ca a fost o zi destul de buna . Am incercat sa nu imi irosesc nervii degeaba pentru profi . Nu merita . Orice le'as spune , ei cred mereu ca au dreptate , desi unii dintre ei sunt pur si simplu P-R-O-S-T-I . Trebuie sa recunosc ca totusi am luat note foarte mari . Azi un 10 la Chimie.
Cand am plecat de la scoala , m'am grabit sa ajung acasa , dar degeaba . Pe drum m'am intalnit cu D. Am fost fericita sa'l vad . Am mers impreuna acasa si trebuie sa recunosc ca imi lipseau zilele alea de vara , in care ne petreceam o zi intreaga impreuna , razand . E placut sa il am prin preajma mea . Si mai ales . atunci cand ma ia in brate , simt ca ma inalt la cer . E pur si simplu , un sentiment placut , dar in acelasi timp , deja familiar .

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29 Sep 2010, 21:56
Post: #189
Draga jurnalule ,

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Am incredere in mine . Stiu ca voi reusi sa trec si peste asta . Daca nu o fac pentru mine , macar sa o fac pentru ei .
Prietenii mei au fost mereu alaturi de mine si au incercat sa ma sustina . Mai ales D.
Chiar daca uneori am senzatia ca ia totul ca pe o gluma , stiu ca ii pasa de ceea ce simt si stiu ca nu isi doreste sa vada vreo lacrima pe chipul meu .
Cautam acum niste imagini , si am gasit una care m'a facut sa tresar pur si simplu .
O imagine care imi aminteste de mine si de el . Mai bine zis .. de noi .
Chiar daca timpul va trece , amintirile raman intiparite in sufletul meu . Si pentru o perioada de timp , voi continua sa ma hranesc cu vise .

~ I love you ~
Always I have . Always I will.


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under the sun rising in the east, but the west wind sings for me.


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30 Sep 2010, 13:04
Post: #190
~ Love is...

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Love is a breath of fresh air
It is the hope, the energy one needs
to make it through life,
in the obstacles we meet.

Love is a feeling of belonging
Belonging to the one person
who can respect you and love you
for who you are.

Love mends a broken heart -
Love is not only for the good times
Loving someone is to do all it takes,
to see them satisfied.

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